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2006-04-10T04:49:00.000-07:00

ppl i hav moved... to my old blog...
http://buzzbuzzme.blogspot.com...

2006-04-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

todae ... i was afarid... i didnt believe in myself... yesterdae when i ask u whether it is true... u sae no... it kinda ease my confusion... but i was still scared... i didnt hav confidence in myself... so i was like tryin to avoid in seeing u... or else i dun noe wad to sae... while goin down to the canteen i saw u... but i didnt noe y i didnt walk towards u... but im still havin thoughts of stuff tat i dun really wan to think too... so wad if u like me... but ure frens doesnt... its still a bit hard rite... proberly u dun see it... but i can... i dun wanna act as if nth has happen... but i hav too... smiling at stuff... looking happy... coz i dun wan to give u any troubles... i dun wan to be ure burden... i noe u hav ure problems already... i dun wan to add in it... hope our relationship can get better as time pass... hope we get closer... understand each other more... i feel as if i dun really noe u... haizx... arh!!! fridae hav 2.4... sure die de... my stomach not very well... walk oso the right side the bone there will like pain... haizx... wonder how to run... haizx... sure die half way... hmm... tml got one hour of pe... wonder wad we will be doin... coz mrs tay sae we dun need to run already... so YAY!!!... haha... i scared i cannot pass incline-pull-up... this time must do 3 to pass... haizx... last time only one... ONE!!! ONE LOR... NOW 3... 2 MORE DIFFERENCE LOR... SURE DIE... im like so super lazy... haizx... wanna sleep already... when i took a bout 2 hours nap just now... haha... hmm... i should like go off now... haha... bye...

2006-04-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

i really wan to noe wads goin on... i heard lots of stuff... i dun noe whether it is true anot... of course i wish they are not true... but it seems so true... if it is true... i really cant imagine it... i cant imagine tat u can actually do this... or should i sae im numb to everything... or im force to pretend tat nth has happen... wrong i should sae... tat everything is true... truth tat i dun wish is true... i might well wish i had been rejected right from the start... it is better than now... i dun noe wad u wan... i dun noe wad u thinking about... i just dun hope that all tat i heard is true... but if i think tat way... im just deciving myself... totally cheating myself... i dun wan to hear stuff... dun wan to see anymore things... i dun wan to noe wads goin on anymore... i just wan to carry on lieing to myself... n wad... act happy in school everydae... pretend nth has happen... even if the worse has come... still look happy... smile everytime... everydae... make ppl laugh n happy... even though im hurting like hell inside... but so wad... it is nice... to be hurt... i might well not be loved... coz it hurts... so wad for be loved when u will still get hurt... so might as well just get hurt but not loved... it is better isnt it... i dun noe wad im goin to do next... i really dun noe... forget bout everything... pretend very thick skin... go school as if nth has happen... i dun noe... but i noe one thing... i dun wan to cry to sleep... my eye hurts... n i still wanna wear contects... after cryin i cant wear contects the next dae... but who cares... i dun care already... i care for ppl more than myself... wad more u wan me to do... i dun noe...

2006-04-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

until now than i now that i hav hurt u badly... now than i now how much it has hurt... im sorry... i oso noe how u hav felt last time... i understand u now... but it seems too late... proberly ive made the wrong choice right frm the start... ive always been wrong... i only think bout myself... not bout others... i seriously dun noe wad im doin already... i dun wan to noe too... i just wan to find myself again... but i seem so lost... tat i dun wan to find the exit anymore... or i dun wan to find the proper me... it seem lost in a dark hole... nv can be found... nv wanted to be found... it may be staying deep in my heart forever... but does it matter i dun think so... nth matters... not anymore... im still living life... just the wrong way... but i dun care... i dun wanna care... not anymore... it doesnt matter... nth matters... i dun wan care anymore... coz nth will change... so wad for... wad for waste the time n efford... just leave things as they r... untouched...

2006-04-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING... SINCE U DUN CARE... I CANT BE BOTHERED TOO...

2006-03-30T06:35:00.000-08:00

harlo... i dun noe whether i should be in a gd mood anot... haha... i mad todae... i drank before i went for morning runs... than after tat had e maths... than pe... one hour of pe... ran 2.4km... stomach hurts like hell lar... must i ren... n passed... got a C too... mon trying to aim higher... yay!!! i must try aim for B or A for 2.4km... of course i wont drink n rn again... haha... feels horrible... lol... drank todae coz i forgot tat we r goin to run 2.4 during pe... but i still make it... woo hoo... kinda proud.. haha... coz while runing had stiches... n felt like puking... was feeling so horrible... haha... felt as if i was goin to die... haha... but i didnt... didnt mangae to see u todae... sort of did see u... but u didnt... just hope i wont feel disappointed tml... or i really dun noe how u feel... or wadever u said is just lies... nth but lies... or wad... u dun hav the sincerity... than forget it... i understand already... anyway... got lots of hw to do... gtg...

2006-03-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

wad is life about...??? living dae by dae... dun noe wad will happen next... no plan for ure life... proberly tats my life... or should i sae i dun even hav a life... i dun noe wad i wanna be... or i noe... i wan to be a ghost... wandering around... being dead... isnt i better... better for everyone too... better for me... ive think i hav been living in confusion... i dun noe wads right anymore...just wanna do wrong stuff... to be happy or wadever... i dun noe... proberly just to try out new stuff... im emotionally addicted... not physically addicted... without it i wont die... my i just so wan to do it to pleased myself... pleased my own heart... nth is wrong to me... nth anymore... it doesnt matter anymore... not anymore... maybe my heart hav turned into stone... but when i see u it melts... but when i dun... it turns to stone again... i dun noe wads the prob with us... i feel as if i dun understand u.. there is like a communication break down... or perhaps u dun even wan to hav it... im tired... i think... really tired... just wanna disappear... disappear frm this whole... i dun wan to exsits...

2006-03-28T02:00:00.000-08:00

haizx... i dun noe i hav this blog for wad... it seems useless... i dun see a point in blogging anymore too... anyway... it has been 24 daes since we r together... wad to sae bout us... i dun noe... i feel as if i dun hav a brain... a mind anymore... i dun understand wad r frens for anymore... i dun understand wad im there for... be a statue tat look horrible... tat ppl ignore... a statue tat is not suppose to be there??? or wad... a invisible statue... tat no one can see... ?! wad to do... i already get use to it already... yar im a person with no love... im just living for u now... not for anyone just u... not for myself... i no longer trust myself... coz i hav already lost myself long time ago... u can sae tat me is already not me... proberly im like a robot... just doin wad ppl sae must do... than recharge n continue working... just so hope one dae i couldnt be recharged anymore... i could just break down... not work anymore... n i cant believe it tat i decided not to do it for the time being... or maybe forever... but seeing ppl doin it hurts me... u all r my fren... y must u do it... y cant u just stop... i noe it is not easy... but i noe u can do it... just believe in ureself... u can do it... n u will... dreams come true... but thet will fly away again n again... they nv stay for long... i really wan to get myself in trouble... go to rtc... n stuff... n i really did flunk my e maths test todae... i pratically only did like 2 ques among 6 ques... left 4 ques totally blank... n todae a rock band came to our sch... they sang one song tat nearly make me cry... just hope tat u were there at tat moment... but even yes... i think i wont make a diff... im i really tat horrible???!!! i really wan to noe... but i think the answer will be yes... so i might as well dun wan to noe... or maybe i should accept the facts... the fact tat im horrible... yup... anyway who cares... life is just a tragic thing...

2006-03-24T03:47:00.000-08:00

harlo... im srry for the rubbish on the previous entry... i really hope u dun take it to heart... im srry... kk ... wasnt in the right mind... i noe u all r gd frens... actually i dun care wad the fuck u all do... i dun care... she has her rights of havin wadever type of frens she wan... n u too... i dun hav any rights to stop u frm tokin to her... playin with her or wadever crap... just wan u to noe tat i treat u as my fren too... n i dun hope this would affect us... all of us in anyway...

2006-03-23T04:22:00.000-08:00

harlo... yesterdae had chinese oral... oh man i think i did badly... yupp... dun noe lar... haha... the topic i kana was kinda hard... all bout chinese stuff... so ans kinda all rubbish... lol... n i keep seeing the paper behind her on the notic board... is the maths marking thingy... was like stonning at it... tha paper colour was nice lar... green... haha... than i ans rubbish... keep on nearly sae english lor... but lucky nv... but i keep pausing!!! ... than todae had eng... t was oso like rubbish... haha... dun noe wad the hell i tokin... the whole thing is like very cham... all three parts... haha... i was like so reading without any tone... i was like so mono tone... arh!!!... she even ask me to relax... haha... my teacher was ms kang... n i finished like so fast... haha... i was like so tokin rubbish... n im like so stupid... askin someone how to light something... haha... coz i nv did it before... lol... as in i nv light it before... haha... yay!!! getting it tml... i hope... haha...

haha... i so wanna drink tml... maybe i will... woo hoo... i rock... haha... so wanna touch it again... hmm... i think i will bring it to sch to drink... anyway left so little... haha... drink it all in one mouth... wonder wad will happen... hmm... i think nth... lol... coz i rock... haha... i so wanna try 40%... my dad sae he has pure volka... oh man... it is like so cool... 60%-80%... omg... i think one sip n i faint liao... haha.. i really dun noe wads wrong with me... doin all the wrong things... but i kinda like it... lol... kkk end here... bye...[this post is edited... srry for the before ru=bbish tat i wrote...]

2006-03-21T04:23:00.000-08:00

harlo... this time i really dun noe wad to do already... i so wanna start drinking again... i dun noe... so wanna be drunk again... i wanna do something else too... something tat im so not suppose to do... but i cant even get it... sick... my gor can only help me when he is 18 tat is like few months to go... i dun wanna wait till aug lar... sick man... dun noe who else i can find to get for me... arh!!! fuck man... and i so dun noe wad to do already... i dun noe wad u wan anymore... even i dun go to sch it oso doesnt matter... it doesnt make a difference... my brain is so not working properly already... i totally dun noe wad im doin... doin noe wad im saeing... fuck man... someone please help me... im havin werid dreams... i dun noe y... n i so dun feel like goin to sch tml... i dun wan to go sch anymore... i wanna die... i dun wan to live already... im tired... i dun noe y im always the one finding u... haizx.. i dun noe already.. sian... just hope there is no tml...

2006-03-20T22:22:00.000-08:00

harlo... wad can i sae... im like super high todae dun noe y... or maybe im mad... emotions all mixed up... so sad... lol... im sad but i look happy???!!!... haha... proberly... lol... or maybe im really crazy... i should really be send to woodbridge... haha... got air con there... i think... haha... better than class... not air con... lol... wrong... i can go rtc to camp... i wonder wad will happen tml.. sian... ss ... i hate ss... coz i hate adderlin lim... she sux lar... not female not male... some monster i think... hate her... hav to go out of class tml again... dun noe y... wrong i kinda noe y... bu ti dun wan... haha... todae already kana out of class lar... i like very close with my class rm window... always go there stand.. haizx... i dun wan... lol.. sian... tml kana sent out of class for a maths... is like so wadever lar... she sae those tat nv vring the wrok go outside... but duh... in class those who nv go out surely still got other ppl nv complete de lar... but i dun noe y i just so wanna get out of class... haha... dun feel like staying in class... haizx... i think i siao already... im my mum is so getting on my nearves... she is like so irritating... a bit thing nag n nag... until i dun even feel like being at home... sian lar.... so wanna get out of my house... i dun wanna stay at home liao... haha... like i dun wan to stay in class... lol.. wrong lar... slightly different... sian... still haven finish my hw yet... so dun feel like doin... but must like hand in in the morning tml.. sian... kk... i better go do liao... or else not enough time to sleep... like last nite... couldnt wake up... i so prefer my old phone de alarm clock... haha... now must get use to the new phone de... haha... kk.. take care... bye...

2006-03-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

harlo... im so sick n tired... haha... watched big mama's house... omg... dam funny lar... yup... than was in a gd mood... wanted to see u... thought could see u... but who noes... my heart broke... it broke n i dun noe whether this time it can heal... maybe i should just close one eye... or maybe i should make things clear... i was so near ure house so many times todae... but u sound as if u dun care... u dun even wan to make sure... or u dun even wan to meet me... u can tell me if u dun wan or wad... dun need to giv a lame reason... i feel even further frm u now... wads the point of saeing those words... if u dun show it... it doesnt mean anything... who care if i do stuff tat is wrong...??? coz no one cares... so wad if there is... but it is not u... u should be the one caring but u r not... i really wonder wad i hav been doin... being some freak person??? wth lar... i feel as if i hav no brain already... i dun wanna care bout anything anymore... so wad if i care... nth i goin to change... with me or without doesnt make a diff... so y not i dun be here... isnt it better... those ppl who hate me can dun need to see me... anyway no one cares... i so shouldnt be in this world... i dun ask for popularity... i just wan something simple... something tat is easy to giv... wtf... i dun noe wad i saeing already... shall stop here...

2006-03-15T04:34:00.000-08:00

harlo... i dun noe wad im doin anymore... im like drunk todae... but i think i kinda noe wad i was doin??? lol... i dun noe... one min happy one min crazy... lol... couldnt walk straight... coz i didnt really wan too either... lol... didnt even played the dizi properly... couldnt even play it properly... haha... i dun noe if i will carry on drinking anot... dun noe... n it will stay a mystery...

2006-03-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

harlo... just came back from suntec... watch the shaggy dog... the show is so nice... it is highly recomanded... go as a family... coz it has a clue to parents... especially dads tat r really busy... n to those ppl who dun like dogs... be careful... LOL!!!... u may nv noe if u will be a dog unknowly... haha... sorry for all those crapp... but GO WATCH THE SHOW!!!!... lol... im so tired already... n my eye is pain... arh!!!!... im so happy too... my dad just bought two bottles of red wine todae... omg i love him... lol... hav been drinking alot recently... so yup... I DUN WAN TO STOP DRINKING... just wanna be drunk... so dun need to think bout certain stuff... BUT!!!! I CANT SEEM TO GET DRUNK... NOT EVEN 20% DRINKS... i cant myself... arh!!! so still carrying drinking... until i really cannot take it... or my body cant take it... lol!!! sorry not trying to bost here.... dun be offened... anyway... it is not gd to drink so much... not healthly... so dun start drinking... i can control n if i dun drink i wont die or cant live... so just dun start drinking till 18 n above...

2006-03-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

harlo... i dun noe wad to sae... i should be happy... it is holidae... but i dun feel a bit happy... on mon hav tutorials... 8-10 is a maths... than 1130-1230 is geo... than 2-5 got cca... than on tues 1130-1230 got geo tutorial... after tat im free yay!!!... than on wed 1030-1230 go a maths... than 2-5 cca... havin 2 hours of a maths is crazy... with a mono tone voice teacher... but no choice.. i oso cannot choose my teacher... just my brain cant put in any more info... feel so stress... arh!!!... haizx... than stomach hav not been feeling well... dun noe is digestive system got prob or wad... but who cares... hav stomach cancer better... die out of it even better... coz i really dun noe wad to do already to help u all... wadever i told u is useless... haizx... i oso dun wan to sae already... whether u quit or not is up to u... no matter how many times i tell u... u still would not quit... so wad for sae again... no point... u dun quit but u increase... i dun noe wad u doin already... i oso dun noe wad im goin to do already... i just feel as if im a failure as ure fren... i cannot even make u do wad is right... i hav no right anyway... haizx... just wan to tok to someone tat can help me solve the problem... i dun wan to be cryin anymore... over this stuff... can u just please quit... i beg u... i dun wan to see u go the wrong path... i really dun wan to see u hurting ureself anymore... haizx... it will just break my heart... or maybe it is already broken... i just wan someone to be by me... when i need help... but y im i always alone... in rm with no one... nth at all... i just wan to noe wad is love... i just wan to be loved...

2006-03-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

harlo... back... in a gd mood todae... i said it at last... n guess wad... im in a gd mood... lol.. just feel like bloging so come n blog rubbish.. haha... anyway... i still hav lots of hw yet to be done... arh!!!!!!!!!goin cray already.. anyway just like tat... bye.. take care...

2006-03-02T23:40:00.000-08:00

harlo... todae kinda sux... in the morning didnt hav the mood to hav test... i totally flunk it... didnt complete the first two questions... my brain werent even thinking correctly... i wasnt even think bout indices... it sux... think im gonna fail badly... than after tat had one hour of pe... it was kinda crazy... nah ... it is always crazy when we hav one hour of pe... had to run so much... haha... felt as if my heart counldnt take it... lol... than we skipped... hmm... but pe is kinda gd... help me lose weight... n gain murclus[i dun noe how to spell]... lol... wadever... haha... had endlish after recess... i so unlucky... had to sort of present some stuff... coz in my group im one of the 3 tallest ppl... not true though... haha... im not sae very tall lor... lucky tat was still ok... even though i didnt really noe wad to sae... haha... yup... i was for "children should work" tat was easier coz i got more points on tat... yup... than after eng had ss... thought i wasnt tat unlucky... but who noes... im down on my luck... was called again for caj... she always call the back ppl... so irritating... and she wans 250 words for personal response... i dun noe wad to write lar... so many words lor... 100+ still ok... 250... i wan to die liao... can sit there for hours thinking wad to write... yup... than had physics... at first thought i was unlucky... coz i had been unlucky for the whole dae... but at last one lucky incident happen... we got back our physics stardard test... it was /15... n i only got 7... so conclusion... i failed... but later mr queck said tat there was a mistake... n it was that the marks shoul be /14... so... conclusion... i just passed... yay!!!.... lol... n later tok to chrystal... coz whole dae was still not in the gd mood... while tokin i did cried... i kind of dun noe y too... just cant stop those tears... than after tat my vision had been quite blur.. coz wearing contects... than had chem tutorial... after that had cca... cca is sick... cant be bother over it already... sian.. than during cca receive a sort of bad news... the news made me worried... [bout someone]^2...[two ppl...]... the news oso kind of make me sad... lol!!!... but im tryin to dun care bout it... coz there is nth i can do if the person dun wanna stop doin it... yup... so tats my life for todae... a borin dae... n sad dae for me...

2006-03-01T22:01:00.000-08:00

harlo... sian... back on everything once again... putting myself in a haystack full of needles... i wish they could just prick me to death... than i dun need to think so much... i dun wanna think anymore... my brain cant take it... my emotion cant hold any longer... my feeling r mixed up???!!![wrong i hav no emotions at all...im a person with no feelings... wadever i write is just fucking shit]... i hav no idea... if i hav these two choice... i dun noe which i will pick... or maybe both is wrong.. haizx... im tired of all these stuff... y cant i just get out of all these mess... tat i create for myself... i oso dun noe y i keep creatin these mess... n i dun noe how to clear them... haizx... i noe tat im not the person u once knew... i will nv be the same again... everyone changes... so y cant i... yes i hav change for the worse... im just in my own world... is it my prob... than tell me wads the prob... not even the easiest...life is getting worse... i can no longer stand it... i might well just end it... anyway no one cares... fuck lar... sorry but this is just my fucking emotions[wrong... not emotions..]... i dun wan anything anymore... not anymore... nth matters to me now... since all these had happen...i so dun noe wad to sae anymore...yes... maybe wadever u had said is true... the prob forever lies in me... coz i dun like the person tat i like o be like tat... but i think tat all these doenst matter... nth does matter... it all the while didnt even matter... im the cause of us... im the one tat created the prob between us... not anyone... thanks for enlightening me... i understand everything already... i the evil one with no proper brain... i dun noe how to think bout others... thanks for sayin it out... so noe wad is wrong bout me... i noe where i went wrong... im just like wad u said... i dun mean anything...i dun noe if u still still stupid blog or not... but just wanna thank u... for everything... u r rite...

2006-02-25T02:45:00.000-08:00

harlo... im back after so so so long... i hav internet in my rm at last... n it is so fast... haha... playin maple now is so easy... not scared lag out... i dare to play pq now.. haha... but i keep dieing... lol.. yup.. sch has been really busy.. lots of hw to be done... lots of listening in class to hear too... haizx... cca driving me crazy too.. hav to start lessons soon... to prepare for dizi exam...

haizx... u hurt my heart deeper everytime... as the daes pass... it just gets deeper... im so afarid it would cut my heart in to two... seeing the two of u together... it hurts me... it really does... i dun noe wad wrong with me anymore... i just cant totally make up my mind...

should i take the straight path or the weavy path... i dun noe... i no longer noe... i just dun noe... i feel as if i dun noe my self... n no one does understand me... only one is always by my side...[u noe who u r rite]... she is the one tat really treats me like her fren... she cares truely... i thank er for being with me when i need a listening ear...

2006-02-18T02:25:00.000-08:00

harlo... sian... home com i spoiled... now at ah mah's house tat y can use com... her is mac lar... her ah mah can cook so well lar... so nice the food... haha... i love to eat the food...lol... i feel as IF IM SO GREEDY... haha... watched sky high with ah mah just now... than inuyasha... ah mah keep napping in the midden of the show... haha... n i keep wakin her up... she whether she is still aslep... haha...

i really feel as if i dun noe u anymore... just dun noe wad to do with us... i really feel as if ive been replaced by someone... ive hav been out of ure life frm when i could remember... yes u hav ure own life... but i just hope u can really remember me... in ure heart... wads the point if i told u i still like u... does it matter... it doenst make a difference... u hav someone else already... i noe mine selfish for saying all this... but i just cant help it... i hurts me to see u ignore me... im sorry for ignoring u too... im really sorry... i feel as if i dun noe u all already...

ms cheng... im sorry for sayin this... but u made me really disapointed... we made an agreement ... u think im like so free to call u for nth izzit... i wanted to tok bout some stuff.... but it doesnt matter now... since u hav made things this way... i oso dun wan to disturb u anymore...

2006-02-10T21:55:00.000-08:00

harlo... back after quite a long time... didnt hav time the previous daes... was like so busy lar... than sometimes sleep very early... like 8+ 9+... its like dam early lar... but no choice... after sch feel so tired... than in class cannot sleep... sitting right in front... how to sleep lar... than during lesson sort of cannot sleep... i must listen... or else i cant catch up... n i hav no time to afford to waste time to learn the stuff again... so hav no choice but to listen n learn in class... n havin to sleep more... so tat i can hav energy to listen... haizx... i oo dun noe wad im doin already... giving myself like more rubbish to handle... anyway... mon is a half dae...!!! wooooo!!! dun noe y too... but who cares... i hav a dae off to go out... yay!!!... but lots of stuff r oso pilling up... yup... busy busy busy... just ine word busy... hav lots to catch up...

ive made thing so clear... y cant u just get it... dun make me sae again... i dun wan to sae it again... ure makin things worse like tat... y cant u just end things... everything has already change... it will nv change back... it will nv be the same as last time... just take it as if the old me doesnt exsits anymore... time cannot turn back... u will live even better without me... we both will.... i noe this is harsh... but im sorry... i hav to do things this way... or it will nv end... its really over between us... i wish to draw a line between us...... srry...

now bout [us]...i dun noe wads wrong with us too... just cant figure it out... will it forever stay a mystery... ??? i dun noe... maybe ive just change too much under all the circumstances... i oso dun noe wads to do already...

haizx... signing off... bye... take care...

2006-02-03T05:08:00.000-08:00

harlo... so sian... dun noe wad to do... haizx... dun feel like blogging already... bye...

2006-01-28T21:00:00.000-08:00

harlo... todae is the last dae in the chinese year... i bout 3 hours more... it will be "the next year"... cant wait... haha... sianz... carol not in sin... haha... just finished my dinner... so full... ate steamboat... so nice... the prawn big n fat... very nice... now waiting for a while longer... than can drink red wine... haha... best is get drunk... so i dun need to think bout anything... coz i really dun wan to think n remember bout some stuff... just wish i hav a lost in memories... so i dun need to remember anything... hehe... hmm... shall go drink liao... haha... bye... take care n hav a very happy chinese new year...

2006-01-25T21:48:00.000-08:00

harlo... chinese new year is coming... n im sick... tat is so not gd... haizx... still hav cca tml... sian... i dun like being sick during new year... arh!!!... haha... anyway... sch has so far been ok... still able to cope with my work[thankfully]... or else it is not gd... lol... havin block nose... so hard to breathe... take so long to get to sleep... coz of my block nose... wake up so late in the morning... nearly late... lucky nv... heng... wrong the bell rang already than i enter the sch... but the Ps n PITs nv book me... haha... i think they giv a few mins grace... dun noe... but who cares... late than late lor... i nv late before anyway... haha... if stay so near sch can still late arh... than is very cham liao lor... haizx... still havin slight fever... dun feel like doin my hw... my brain just cant work... i cant think... sian sian... k lar... i gtg... hav to think as hard to finish my hw... bye... take care ppl... new year goodies r nice... but remember to drink more water... or else u may get sick...

2006-01-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

harlo... im bored so im here... so cool... i kind of just learn totally how to create my own blog... without anyone helps... haha... got my new year clothes todae too... lol... wanted to go make contects to dae but the man not there... he do better than a lady... so other dae than do lor... oso dun noe whether i will get used anot... if cannot than changing back to specs... but should be changing frame... the current one is kinda spoiled... my cat went to bit the side of the frame... haha... so lame rite... hmm... i dun noe wad hw i hav... hmm time to go find out... n do... lol... update again... bye...

2006-01-21T21:46:00.000-08:00

harlo... yay!!!...camp is at last over... it was fun though something happen... i only didnt do one activity... but the first dae of activity was so so so fun... yup... we did flyin fox... river-crossing... water confidence... white water rafting... canopy walkin... ear cave exploring[bats cave]... n rappid-shooting... all was fun... except the rappid-shooting... coz i didnt do it... haha... due to something... haha... we had to jump off a rock into the currents for wate confindence... so fun lar... than for the water rafting... so irritating... coz of the capsize drill... i lost one of my shoes during the capsize drill... hump... but when we were at the rapids... it was so fun... the last rapid was the most exciting de... than the bats cave... haha... all the bats were so small... i think they were baby bats... lol... kinda of tiring too... hav to like climb all the way... haha... canopy walking...hmm... kinda ok lar... coz i was kind of afraid of heights... lol... conclusion... the camp is fun... haha... even though of the long rides to the place... lol... yup... n todae is jennifer's birthdae... happy birthdae to u... haha...

now for not camp stuff... emotions r all mixed yup... wrong is just cant get them rite... i oso dun noe wads goin on between us... no idea at all... is like we dun really tok to each other anymore... is like sort of u hav lesser time for me... maybe me too... to listen to u... but we dun even see each other... n when we see each other... sometimes we act as if we nv saw each other... i noe u hav new gd frens too... haizx... just dun noe was with us already... perhaps u r kind of close with him... so somethinhgs i dun noe whether i should tell u anot... is not i dun wan to tell u... i oso hav a loot of problems... i dun noe who to tell... or wad... in the night cryin n telling my tedy bear bout my problems... i dun wan to waste ure time too... u hav other more... much much more important stuff to do than to listen to me tokin rubbish... coz we r different... we hav diff minds... i just dun noe wad to do... i noe tat there r times tat im not there for u... but there r oso times tat u r not there for me... but wad else can i do... just look happy n let everything pass... forget bout everything???... smile at everything... even though it hurts so much... i just wan to hide everything under tat smile... yes i noe i hav change... i dun wan too... but under circumfrince... i hav too... i hav no choice anymore... there is many thing tat i cant make choices... there is just only one path for me... i hav to leave things as they r... haizx...

2006-01-15T20:25:00.000-08:00

harlo... todae is a boring dae... my dad so totally plug out the scv already... [cry]... todae had nth to watch until had to watch the ren ci repeat... so stupid lar... coz other channel no other better show... than kids central so early end already... pek sei... yay... i lvled twice todae... for my noob account... hmm... aquilia during weekends r so lag... haizx... n some ppl... please do not scam in my tag blog... wadever the anonymous... i cant be bothered lar... so y must toanonymous sae stuff leh... like tat u become the scammer too... n i so dun like scammer in my blog... anyway... can believe i finish my a maths hw like in less than an hour... haha... but haven finish eng n chinese... cant be bothered... haha... yay!!! next week no cca n no GEO lesson... i hate GEO... haha... more of the teacher... lol... haizx... so sad... somethings just cant be said... we r not as close as we used too... wad is it due of... i dun noe... haizx... anyway... i love u lao gong... caroline... my ah mah... lol... !!! miss two-seven-ners... :) tats all for now... need to go rush my hw... haha... bye...

2006-01-14T22:15:00.000-08:00

harlo... todae is sat... n its so cool... i thought it was sun already... haha... coz fri felt like sat... anyway... todae al last had the time to play maple... for at least a while... played my noob account... so easy to lvl up lar... yup... but... i still hav not done my hw yet... so... must still finish my hw... so sian... my svc spoil... dun noe y too... it cant work... so my mum went to cancel it... tat means... i wont be able to watch my fav show... [:"( ]... anyway... like tat... i will be more bored... haha... can only watch sin chaneel... tat hav no nice show... arh!!! im goin to die... without tv... lol... tats y im like always comin to the com... coz other than tv... is com... lol... anyway... sch sux... i dun wan go camp... i sure will [...]... so irritating... arh!!!... my back, shoulder n leg is like aching... neck too... always sitting right in front... cannot sleep.... so cham... wan to eat oso very hard... even though i eat before... during ah quecks lesson... is like quite obvice... but he didnt noe... lol... still can hear the tearing of the plastic sound lor... haha... i shall try eating other stuff... lol... see he noe anot... oh... ms lim expectation of us is like so dam high lar... can die... i hav to hand in total of 8 CAJ after camp corri lor... 4 for geo n 4 for ss... every week must do two CAJ... pek cei... haizx... tats all... lazy to write some more... haha... bye... take care...

2006-01-11T22:05:00.000-08:00

harlo... yesterdae at last went to find the time to get my stamps... yay... its so cool n cute... haha... so pai seh lor... the person called me to remind me n said tat i had to go somewhere else to collect... haha... its not really i didnt go collect... i already paid for it lar... lol... coz before sch started i wanted to collect... but just nice carefour havin stock taking... arh!!! quite piss... haha... but anyway i hav it now... hmm... maybe i will make more... when i hav the money... lol... yups... n sch is somehow still kinda busy... with hws tat nv end... lol... arh!!! just remembered i haven do my current affairs yet... arh!!!... hav to do two somemore... sian... haha... hmm... still got maths hw... ohhh!!! tml there is investiger... yay!!! my lao gong, caroline, chrystal are getting invested as real prefects... no more PIT... prefects in training... haha... even though i dun like prefects... but im gonna cheer for them... haha... seeing my lao gong in cork shoes???lol... cant imagine... lol... miss all two-seven-ners... hmm... sitting right in front of the class... so near the teacher has its disadvantages n advantages... coz u noe... im a slacker... big time slacker... yupp... but since now in sec 3... cant really slack already... so sitting in the front is sort of gd... coz hav to listen to the teacher... but sometimes really tired but cant like even close the eyes for a while... i scared the teacher can see... lol... than scold me... haha... yup... n sitting in front is kinda so not gd... coz i love to snack on like tibits... sitting in front cannot eat... DUH!!!... so obvious lar... n i cannot use my phone... arh!!! tat is like irritating... n so funny lar... todae during extra english lesson... someone called my phone... haha... i dun noe who... called twice somemore... n the person sitting beside me r like PITS... arh!!! haha... was daedreaming during tat extra lesson... so boring... n im like rotting... haha... than tml oso hav... but anyway tml i oso got cca... so it doesnt really makes a diff... coz i still hav to stay back... hope it doesnt rains tml... it spoils my mood... haizx... makes me feel sleepy too... when i cant nap during class... tat totally sux... but hav to overcome it one dae... yupp... need to go rush my hws already... shall blog tml... bye... take care... :)

2006-01-10T22:05:00.000-08:00

harlo... once again... sch has so started... life is so busy... first week had to prepare for sec one orientation... other than tues... wed,thurs n fri had to stay back in sch till like 6 plus... so sian lor... than fri had sec one orientation... than some fucking ass ex senior came back... she is such an ass... so kpo too... complain i used hp... i like wadever lar... like real she last time nv use before lar... she always act cute... [puck][vomit blood...] she so fucked up lar... she's such an idiot... she has nth better to do too... she's a bitch... haizx... i oso got one teacher tat is like shit... she is like so so so much much much more worse than ms chen... she is like so bitchy too lar... think she like wad lar... calls herself ms chan... wadever lar... she so crap lar... lucky only got three periods of her lesson per week only... than pe was crazy... haha... wothout doin warm-ups... we had to like run quite alot... do push-ups... sit-ups... legs now aching... lol... soon goin to camp tat is in malaysia... so cool... if nth goes "wrong"... must pray... lol... anyway... life is still busy.... arh!!!... got some crap performance tat i dun even now wad songs r we playin n when is it... haizx... cant be bothered... if cant go than dun go lor... anyway my cca sucks... it nv not sucks... kk... i still need to finish up some work... bye... take care... the weather is getting colder...

2005-12-27T17:03:00.000-08:00

harlo... life is getting worse... cca has begin... sian... i admit i do not dislike pooh charcaters... but i only like piglet,tigger,eore... im not like crazy over it... just tat they r cute... tat the truth... anyway... just got addicted in some sort of stupid game... but quite nice... works my brain... haha... anyway tats all... busy with thinking...lol... bye...

2005-12-25T20:14:00.000-08:00

haizx... i thought christmas is always suppose to be nice... nah... tat is so not true... every year christmas is a lonely one... hav been sick since fridae... until now still slightly sick... having headache... stomach is like weak after the vomitting... christmas is all bout sharing n giving... but doesnt mean taking or recieving... not just by being sick... havin to burn my fingers... m i really just pure down on my luck or wad... nth is just goin rite... haizx... not really in the mood to write liao... but still wishing everyone a merry christmas...

2005-12-22T22:18:00.000-08:00

harlo... so cool lar... went out with my gor gor todae... haha... we went to take neoprint... than oso watch the chronicles of narnia... the show is nice... bout 2h only... quite cool lar... haizx... than so sian... tml must go help my mum... just thinking bout it makes me tired liao... fridae n saterdae... so sian... dun wish to go... but hav to... sian... haizx... than somethings oso not goin the rite way... haizx... drank all my volka... now got no alcoholic drink to drink... sian... cant drown in my sorrows... haizx... love to drink when im not so in the mood or like just not feeling "well"... drink more can oso make me dun feel so in the rite mind... than dun need to think bout everything... just feel drowzy for a while... if i hav alot to drink than can lar... or else one bottle or two doesnt help... need like i think more than five bottles or ten... as much as possible... just hate being underage... if only i can open my dads 20%volka n drink... it would be dam cool... dam nice... havin the rite mind is so not gd... thinking bout things r not gd... if can be in a coma isnt it even better... dun need to face anything... haizx...nvm... not really in the mood to write anymore already... take care... bye...

2005-12-21T22:55:00.000-08:00

harlo... todae went out with chrystal... so tired... haha... half dead... walk until wan to die liao... continuose for a few daes too... walk n walk... arh!!!... than tml goin out with my gor gor... yay!!!... sort of wait quite long liao... tired than tired lor... hack care... n im so stupid... wan to cook maggie mee... than boil water... than go watch tv... totally forgotten tat i boilling water... than after a while i was wondering how come there is a funny smell... than i remembered tat i was boilling water... n it boiled till totally dry... than there was the funny burned smell... than after tat decided not to eat liao... coz the timing a bit weird liao... around 9 plus... than i choice not to eat liao... anyway i ate lunch at 2plus to 3... so dun eat dinner than dun eat lor... later i forget again... haha... even though my stomach feels weird now... cant be bothered... later go sleep than wont feel hungry liao... thanks chrystal for accomanying me... to get some chirstmas gifts... n we keep walking in rounds... sorry... coz i cant make up my mind wad to buy... im really so stupid... cant even like make up my mind... tats y im such a failure... in doin everything... cook simple thing oso cannot... remember such small things oso cannot remember... dun noe wads my brain for... i think just to make wrong decision... i just do everything wrongly... aiya... dun care...lol... ok lar... think maybe i goin to sleep liao... soon ... or else i feel hungry later... haha... take care everyone... bye...

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2005-12-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

harlo... woohoo!!!... tml goin out... with melody... wonder wad to get for my frens christmas presents... think until got headache liao... lol... dun really hav much too... so cant buy too ex... haizx... really dun noe wad to buy... haha... im so blur... buy disc oso can buy wrongly...so blur... nv see properly than just buy... wan to buy CD become buy VCD... haha... the front cover the same mar... haha... :P... nvm... i just admit i very the super blur... haha... now need to go change... haizx... goin to enjoy the rest of my holidae like crazy... haven even started my hw yet... haizx... must find one dae finish all... than other dae can still play com n watch tv... haha... most important... sleep like mad... haizx... i slacker... cant believe during the holidae oso can count quite active... haha... except for certain daes... dun noe y keep sleeping... haha... like pig... a fat one... only wake up for a few hours than sleep again... like i ages nv sleep... anyway cca is goin to start soon already... so sian... haven been practising my dizi... haha... i got three gor gor now... haha... all of them so nice... miss all two seven-ners[2005]... the best class i had... wonder next year wad will happen... wonder if i can cope... i doubt so i can cope... dun even noe can go up to sec 4... haha... blah blah blah... mr tokin rubbish again... cant wait for thursdae... goin out with jun kee gor gor... can sae sort of first time... lol... very long nv see him too... just hope i can get myself a nice lookin chicken little for me... haha... after chirtmas must start savin money for new year than follow by 14 feb... arh!!!... i will go broke... haha... many ppls birthdae oso comin liao... arh!!!... hate myself for being crazy... haha... nvm... take care everyone... bye...

2005-12-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

harlo... so sian so just come to crap... oh yar... i got a new com... YAY!!!... even though there is no internet conection yet... i can still play sims in my rm... not goin ot rush my dad... family full of probs now... cant be bothered with anything... just live life as just living lor... wad can i do anyway... nth... so just leave thing as they r... nth is perfact... everything is just goin to change... just take as if im in the wrong in everything... just take it tat [iuaiodlunkemnyre]... tat phrase is mess up... if ppl who r bored try to figure it out... tag me i... i will let u noe whether u guess correctly... the phrase order is in this way...[x xxx xxxx x xxxxxxx]... lame rite... but anyway... just hope can entertain ppl by tat way... coz me myself is bored too... haha... everything has ended... can rest... too "tired" already... blah blah blah... im really tokin crap... haha... just dun wanna think bout anything already... dun wan to make myself confuse n think too much... anyway... tats all... take care... bye...

2005-12-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

hihi... back after a very long time... didnt really hav the mood to blog.... yup... so didnt blog... anyway hav been very busy the previse few daes... woke up at like 5 to help my mum go work... 30mins of transportation... stand for a few hours... slept at 11+ or later...[coz wan to watch da chang jin]... haha... at last dun need to go already... can rest... legs hav been weak as im not used to the long standing... haizx... holidae hw still not done... sian... cca starting quite soon... hav not touch my intrument after my exam... tokin bout the exam... it sux... my senior called up NAFA to find out bout her results... she told me she just pass... from wad i hear... she played welll.... didnt really make any mistake... haizx... so scared... i ask her for the number but didnt wan to call... i scared i fail... but i think i reallly did very badly... haizx... feel like goin overseas... i dun wan to be in singapore... i dun noe how to face u... just could sae im sorry... anyway take care of ureself... take care everyone... bye...

2005-11-19T12:06:00.000-08:00

harlo... back after like a long time... nv blog... coz... er... nv on the com... always playin ps instead of com... haha... long time nv touch ms too... arh... miss it abit... gettin showboard n tube... so cool... arh!!!... missing two seven-ners... haha... darling... one month liao... lol... seem less than tat... cant wait for cca to stop... cca is so sian... waste time only... haizx... still got exam at the end of this month... die... dun care... haha... anyway... take care n enjoy ure holidaes... [lovin u always... muacks]

2005-11-01T18:10:00.000-08:00

harlo... wadsup... haizx... sch has finallyt end... but life is boring... cca started... i hav nth to do... haha... everything has been boring to me... dun noe wad to do liao... haizx... dun noe wad to write too... nth much has really really happen... no sch already... always stay at home... unless there is cca... or else nv really go out... haizx... o lvl comin... wishing all the sec 4 ppl takin o lvl all the best... and of course my darling... im always there for u... take care... love u lots... [muacks] [:) ]

2005-10-24T17:27:00.000-07:00

harlo... todae a tiring dae... haha... get back some crap results... than when for in-line skating... but i didnt skat... coz knee pain... haizx... i wanna skat... see they all skat so fun... lol... than had history lesson... at first was still ok... than later felt very tired... so slept during history lesson... more of the ending 45mins to 30mins... than had CIP... went to cch... a hildren home... help with the packin for their jumbo sales... than after tat mr john lim treat us to drinks while waiting for the bus... went back to sch... n now home... lol... looks like its goin to rain... haizx... sian... tats all... take care...

2005-10-24T00:43:00.000-07:00

harlo... enjoyed 231005... hmm... wad happened???... dun noe... very happy... aiya... dun noe wad else to write... haizx... sian... love u so much... [muacks] tats all... take care...=)

2005-10-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

harlo... back again... lol... haizx... papers r like all given back... dun noe wad to do... yup... dun care... mon still gettin back eng n lit paper... eng... i think i will die... lucky the rest of the paper still still still ok... dam sian... but oso lazy to write liao... sleep almost the whole dae todae... coz stayed over at stept chalet yesterdae... than some idoit person go wake everybody up like 5+... make so much noise... than play n play... after a while than we get to sleep again... than she wake all of us up again... at like 6+ goin to 7... wads her freakin problem man... makin so much noise like some small childish kid... than she so irritating until everyone ignore her... lol... haizx.. than went home at like 10+... went home eat lunch than sleep... haizx... i become a pig liao... at last wake up... haha... or else how to come write leh... anyway... tats all... maybe shall go sleep again... lol... jkjk... ok lar... gd luck for 2/7ners... for the results on mon.... take care... =)

2005-10-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

harlo... yay!!!... at last exams r goin to end... tml dnt... can counted as quite easy n easier to score... yup... hope can score high for this paper... :) ... a bad news... todaes maths paper 2 so hard... so wad if there is only 9 questions... each and everyone of the question is difficult n challaging... hmm... can totally relax after tml... haizx... but i feel bad... just bad after my exams... anyway... cant wait for my gor to finish his exams tat is like ending at 1 dec... haha... still like dam long to go... lol... anyway... after his exams... we r goin out... is like didnt see him for like almost six months liao... hmm... tat long... so must meet up... n im goin to bring him to go take neoprint... lol... i thought guy dun really take neoprints... but frm wad my gor said... guys when they r like "young" they dun like to take neoprint... like very childish[or wadever]... but when they r "old"... they wan to try them for fun... if im not wrong... my gor will be first time takin neoprints... he is so werid... haha... anyway just cant wait... oh... if u r wondering how old is my gor... i can sae tat he is indeed quite old... he is in second year of uni... haha... tats like "old"... gor... sorry to sae u old... haha... anyway... tats all for now... all the best for dnt n home econ gals in 2/7... lol... take care...
dun be too stress ok... my gal gal... smile always carol... [smile... :) ] [muacks...]... love ya...

2005-10-14T16:27:00.000-07:00

haizx... dun noe whether to be sad or happy... exams r finally goin to be over... but i dun wan to see the results... i think i flunk all my papers... haizx... anyway... dun tok bout thing tat r not gd... anyway its all over... i cant do anything else... just live life dae by dae... haizx... todae suppose to can buy my new hp de... haizx... now dun noe can anot... just because i didnt sleep... omg... tats like a very stupid reason... ARH!!! i wan my new hp... boo hoo hoo... i dun wan to sleep... for one dae i dun wan... i wan to sleep forever... dun wan to wake up anymore... wad for live... i dun wan to live... there is nth for me to live for... just die isnt it better... haizx... tats all for now... anyway take care ppl... especially clement... take gd care of ure health... byebye...

2005-10-05T16:44:00.000-07:00

haizx... dun noe how many daes i wan to blog than nv blog... so irritating... wanted to blog on the 26/o9... than type finish... the window got prob... wa lao... is like i wrote a lot lor... haizx... than i no mood to rewrite liao... anyway is just to complain bout teachers... yup... tokin bout teachers... ms chen todae very funny n irritating at the same time... the football ask me to sit at some other[tu] place... coz me n caroline was laughing... is like everyone noe tat most ppl dun like that [tu] person... haizx... bad luck lor... than i went change sit... haha... she didnt scold me... coz as long as i dun go back to my sit... lol... so funny todae oso... is like todae... we r suppose to sumorise TOST... than we go by rows... than when it came to melaine... she was sleepin... than when ppl woke her up... she said "class stand"... haha... a she is our disapline moniter... she is suppose to sae class stand... she thought tat the lesson end liao... than our whole class was like laughing... lol... than later... ms wendy came in as told us... this is the first time i see u all laughing n smiling after literature... haha... yup... n my drama exam keep postponing... arh!!!... i scared i will just forget the lines... anyway... tats all for now... hope more fun things will happen tml n fri... take cares... n all the best for ure exams[ to all 2/7 ners]...

2005-09-25T01:25:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to blog again... yups... anyway... on fri was grad nite... too bad i counldnt go there to support my seniors... wanted to see them... so sad... but... sae only liane's pic... the rest got no chance... so sad lor... anyway... on sat... hmm nth really happened... went to study... than went walkin around ps... lol... is like i always hav nth better to do... haha... anyway... hope sun will be a better dae... take cares ppl... gtg... ta ta ....

2005-09-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

oh... almost forgot... todae is melanie's birthdae...
wish u a happy birthdae...
may all ure wish come true...

2005-09-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

haizx... i dun noe wad is goin on... really... everything is in a mess... i dun noe wad is rite or wad if wrong... nth goes the rite way anymore... wads the real truth???... nobody noes... u'll nv noe wad on the othr side... u dun noe whether the other person is telling the truth.. is like who can u trust... no one but ureself???... i coz all the trouble... if only i didnt like u... if only i didnt tell anyone... if only u didnt tell him... all this will not hav happened... now everything is in a mess... now it is this... next it is tat... but wad is the real thing in the end???... u'll nv noe wad is ahead of u... never... wadever tat u feel is rite is wrong... wadever tat u feel is wrong, ppl thinks tat it is rite... so... wad is really the truth... wad is feelings for... they r nv always right... u just follow wad u think is rite... bout ure feelings... haizx... srry... this izzit really a post... but is just for me to tok crap... anyway... take care ppl...

2005-09-20T20:43:00.000-07:00

nah... not crazy...

2005-09-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arh!!! goin crazy?!

2005-09-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

harlo... back again... srry... sometimes dun really hav the mood to blog... too many things happening liao... too confusing... is like so stress... i cannot take it liao... it is as if i will break down sooner or later... dun noe wad is goin on... just feel like endin everything... put everything to a stop... i dun wan think bout it... everythin anymore... just wish i can forget everything tat i dun wan to remember... just remember those nice memories... to keep me company... tats enough... remembering those memories tat r nice n happy... is so much better than remembering everything... even those tat u dun wan to remember... there is no future... i live one dae by one dae... no future... havin wishes tat will not even come true... ppl dun really live life to the fulless... so wad for live?!... dreams tat r forever just dreams tat nv come true... 24 hours is too long... y cant time just be shorter... than i can pass away the time faster... life is meaningless to me... haizx... take cares ppl...

2005-09-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

harlo... forgot to sae this...
happy birthdae min er!!!
happy birthdae to u...
happy birthdae to u...
happy birthdae to min er...
happy birthdae to u!!!
one year older liao arh... hav more responsible ok... study hard... u can ask me anything...i will help u if i can... take cares...

2005-09-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

harlo... back again... haizx... dam sian... anyway... todae was a ok ok dae... but somehow RE lesson made me remember bout somethings... 50% of thing tat i dun wan to remember... oh... yesterdae sci lesson was quite fun... haha... mr lian was so funny... is like im quite close with him... lol... keep seeing him around... he even know bout "us"... but he's quite nice lor... than todae he was in a bad mood... so sad... than todae also got lunchtime concert... was nice lar... but was longer than the previous de... but was a bt nicer lar... coz there is two tat was boring... haizx... tok to matthew todae... dun understand y he always dun wan to tok to me... dun tell me he think tat i like him... is like tat was wad my cousin anyhow sae de... it not even like the truth... so dun understand... i just treat him like a fren now only... very long nv see him too... few years liao... anyway... previous dae oso toked to bryan... oso quite long nv see him liao... noe him since k2... haha... he's a very old fren of mine... hope we can still noe each other even longer... yup... oh... tml goin for a briefing for a SMRT challenge... but we r only under reserve... so hope u can get in... some people dun wan to join liao... hope... ok lar.. tats all for now... ta ta... take cares...

2005-09-13T21:35:00.000-07:00

oh... forgot to sae this... happy birthdae shi jie... haha... tats all ... ta ta... take cares...

2005-09-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

harlo... back again... at last my com ok already... can use liao... yay!!!... i hav been wanting to use it for so long... lol... yup... i need to study... my results suck... must really study hard to score well for end of year exam... haizx... hav to buck up alot... hate myself... arh!!!... so many problems... oh... maybe on oct 2 ... can go for a compitition something like amazing race... cant wait... but first hav to wish tat we can get in first coz alot of our groups oso joinin... haizx... but now better buck up on my studies first... yup tat all for now... ta ta... take cares...

2005-09-09T14:25:00.000-07:00

harlo... back after a really long time... went bangkok for holidae... yup... n some things happened before the trip... i couldnt concentrate... i cant think rite... i dun noe wads with me... i so confuse... it shouldnt happen... really... haizx... i dun noe wad to do... can someone tell me wad to do... im goin crazy... my feelings r all in a mess... i dun noe wad is real n not... my feelings r all mixed up... i dun noe wads goin on... haizx... nvm... sch goin to reopen in two daes time... i haven even do my hw yet... some i dun even noe lor... haizx... some i oso dun hav... im really not in the mood to do anything... im confuse n i cant concentrate on anything... someone save me... haizx... tats all for now... take cares ppl...

2005-08-31T21:33:00.000-07:00

harlo... back again... lolz... hm... i oso dun really remember thuings tat happened in the pass few daes... oh... on tues had like 3 tests... sci standard... geo class test than maths mock exam paper 2... maths was still ok... wish can score... coz paper 1 didnt score... haizx... but its all over... now hav to wait for the results... yups... yay!!!... holidae liao... at least one week of rest... lolz... but during the holidaes got a few projects to be done... haizx... but its still hav to be done... so do it lor... yups... tats all for now... ta ta... take cares...

2005-08-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

harlo... really really long time nv blog liao... was really really busy the past few daes n was quite lazy to on the com too... coz it takes very long to set up... u noe... my com got prob... yup... i oso dun noe wad to write lar... this few daes blog will be plain .... dun remeber wad had happened le.. lolz... yups... tats all for now... go study sci liao... oh yar... all the best for tml maths mock exam n sci standard test...

2005-08-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

harlo... quite long time didnt come to post liao... was quite busy... mock exams... lots of tests... yup... com oso a bit crazy... cant work... only sometimes can... yup..than now oso stuck doin currents affairs... need to finish 20 articles... dun need to sleep todae liao... anyway... not intending to sleep... hav to finish them... so yup... cant sleep... nvm...i shall sleep in sch tml then... lolz... haizx... tml still got cca... such a long dae tml... haizx... nth i could do... who ask me last time nv do my currents affairs... now got chosen than must do like crazy... anyway quite easy... yup... tats all for now... got to go do my currents affairs liao... yups... take cares ppl...

2005-08-19T23:03:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to blog... yupps... todae is a dae as usual... just as usual... my class is very noisy... than ms daisy tan came in n scold us... is like wadever lor... coz we r suppose to be quiet... there's plse orals at the pri sch... than we cannot make any noise... than for RE lesson... we watch a disable man living bravely n couragously... he could play a guitar with his toes... he was born without arms... [ so saddening]... but he lived over it bravely...he perform for many ppl n he was kissed my the pope... lolz... [yy n me said tat he dun need to wash his face liao]... haha... than he oso got married n had two children... but his children r both adopted... one gal n one boy... so touchin... than during sci was the worse... we had to learn a chapter frm a male teacher... tats like a bit weird... than mr lian extended our sci lesson coz we was late... but we was late coz the teacher before had dismissed us late... haizx... than after tat my senior came to give me cookies... [yum yum]... lolz... coz it was her bdae todae... yups... n i was like just slacking around in sch after tat... hmm... than nthin much else liao... oh yar... during dinner... i saw uncle lai... an uncle tat used to treat me very nice... erm... i mean now he oso treat me nice lar... just tat i dun see him tat often liao... almost dun even see him sometimes... lolz... but he is really nice... i will always respect him... haha... ok lar... nth else to write liao... ta ta... take cares...

2005-08-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to blog again... todae wasnt a very bad dae... but had english mock exam todae... wasnt too bad... just hope i can score... hmm... after the exam.. had to go for cca... was in a quite gd mood... but saw mr boo liao than my mood change totally.. haizx... he always make my mood bad... aiya... dun tok bout him liao... oh... i was drinking vodka todae in sch... its like dam nice lor... but not enough... haizx... love to drink wine or vodka... i wont get drunk... lolz... nv will... can hold my alcohal quite well... so ppl... its hard to beat me... lolz... ok lar... dun noe wad to write liao... so yup... just hope tml will be a better dae... tats all bye... take cares...

2005-08-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to post again... wad happen todae... was sent to RTC again this week... lolz... for quite a lame reason... ppl in my class... u all noe rite... haha... aiya... dun care lar... anyway... nth really interesting happened todae... haha... second time go RTC... hmm... cant afford to go there again liao... haizx... so bored... oh yar...i made a wrong decision yesterdae... i didnt ans the question properly... arh!!!... so stupid... haizx... wad can i do... its over liao... just wish...ask me again lor... aiya... who cares... oh yar...tml we havin eng mock exam... all the best to all two-seven-ners... take care...

2005-08-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to blog... yup... todae we had 3 tests... first was maths standard test... than sci practicle test... last but not least was history mindmap test... haizx... many test in one dae... arh!!!... but poor amanda n paula... todae was their birthdae... lolz... our class sang birthdae song for them... than u dun noe to sae whose name first... than in the end was a bit messy... lolz... haizx... tml maybe must go RTC... so sian... yup... nth special really happened... so tats all for now... ta ta... take cares...

2005-08-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

harlo... todae is not a gd dae... got sent to RTC todae... for lit lesson... coz didnt do my hw... haizx... dun care lor... this is my second time got sent to RTC liao in this year... arh!!!... cant afford to go in there liao... than was quite heng too... coz i forgotten tat there's maths hw... so didnt do lar... than lucky ms wendy was not in a bad mood... or else she will send us to RTC too... but she didnt... so heng lor... she just send us out of class... if she send us to RTC... than i will be goin there twice a dae... than nth much happened todae too... oh i was taking a nap... than my sis called my hp... when i woke up to ans the call... i thought is the next dae liao.. n i was very late for sch... it totally gave me a shock... than i relise tat i was takin a nap... haha... n it only 7pm... not the next dae yet... lame rite... haha... ok lar... tats all for now... ta ta... take care... to all two-seven-ners... all the best for tml maths standard test... n eng mock exam on thursdae...

2005-08-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to write todae's blog... haizx... todae is so boring... didnt really do anythin todae... oh... watched sakura... n finish it all... yay!!!... next up is inuyasha n shaman king... cant wait... as u noe... time is running out... lolz... oh... cooked pasta todae... cook quite alot... than ate it for lunch n dinner... haizx... so sian... nth to to do... yupps... tats all for now... ta ta... ppl take cares...

2005-08-13T03:10:00.000-07:00

harlo... here to write todae's blog... haizx... as u can see... there is nth fun goin on... woke up like 8+am by my parents to go for breakfast... than after tat straight way went to cut my hair... mum made an appointment liao... anyway my hair was quite long liao...n it is in a mess... so went to cut my hair... than went to buy lots of stuff... a few bottles of volka... yes man... my favourite... anything tat has alcohal... so i wont be thinkin so hard... lolz... yups... goin to drink a bottle later... haha... oh... than went to collect my new specs... while my mum went for her massage... than ate dinner... met my mum at ps... she went to starhub... to ask somethings... bout my sis hp... n she oso saw a hp tat she like n wanted to get it... n all i could do was to look at the phone tat i maybe could get if i get gd results... haizx... stayed there quite long... but in the end my mum didnt get her phone coz of some reason... than after tat at last went home... was quite tired... went home to watch sakura... hope i can finish it by tml... so can return to chrystal on mon... yups... oh watched till 2+am - 3am... haha... actually wanted to continue but scared i cant wake up tml... a part time maid comin...i hav to prepare every... haizx... yups... so tat all for now... take cares...

2005-08-12T21:43:00.000-07:00

hihi... not a very gd dae todae... now tryin to get into msn... but seem to cannot... haizx... dam irritating... fuck lar... dam shit... haizx... nvm... oh yar... was like very happy for a few of my seniors... when i heard tat they got A1 for chinese... was like so happy for them... than during sci lesson was like finding them... yupps...tats all... ta ta... i think my com. is goin to shut down on its own...

2005-08-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

harlo... most of my blog will be short... yupps... com is like stupid... keep crashing down... arh... always cannot use msn... irritating... yup ...todae...did nth much.. had cca... was so happy tat mr boo did not come... than all of us can slack... haha... im always like tat.. i hate cca... haha... than went home than sleep... oh wrong... went to do my art... had to hand in tml... yups... so ta ta...

2005-08-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

er...todae woke up at 7+... than couldnt go back to sleep... must be too worried bout some things... orh... nvm... its sort of over liao... i dun care bout it liao... yups... watch vcd throughout... frm 7+am to 10pm... finish the whole part one... but not my hw... haizx... tats the prob bout me... love to finish other things but not hw... lolz... tats alll tat happened todae...i stayed at home doin nth else... except watching tv... lolz... yupps...i think im not goin to sleep much tonite... hav to do my hw... haizx... too bad... who ask me dun do it in the first place... yupps...tats all... take cares... the weather now is not very gd... so ppl... better take care...

2005-08-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

haizx... such a boring dae todae... went to make my new specs... than went home liao... noe wad i did at home... nth but watch tv... tats means watching national dae parade... lolz... after tat... hmm... watch inuyasha... tat means now im still watching... lolz... yupps... i think tats for now... nthin to write liao... just hope tml will be a better dae... takes cares everyone...

lol..

2005-08-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

hi...on 08/08/05... went to sch in the morning... woke up like 5-5.30am... lolz... its like dam early lor... than walk to bedok stadium... reach there like 6.30+... still quite tired though... than later around 7+ the ammemby than start... than at last the events start... it was like quite pity... my class only won one medal... lolz...but all of us had fun... haha... oh...our house[green] oso got last among the four houses... haha... yup... n tml is national dae... dun think i goin anywhere... yups tats all for now... ta ta... take cares ppl...

yupps

2005-08-07T15:03:00.000-07:00

oh for o6/o8/05... hmm... in the morning went to play tennis... look dam easy... but actually its not tat easy... yup than after tat went to watch charlie n the factory... tat show is not tat bad... yup... quite nice... than after tat went to watch fireworks at esplanade...some were nice... but it wasnt like very high in the sky... most were blocked frm where i was standing... than after tat went suntec walk walk... than went home lor... lolz... on the bus i was thinking bout something until i nearly forgotten to get down... haha... so lame... yupps... oh...todae... i think nth will happen so not goin to blog on todae... tats all... ta ta...

yay!!!

2005-08-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

at last a better dae for a change...05/08/05... went to stept chalet...bbq after sch... was quite fun...nah... very fun... went bowling... than at nite... went for the bbq.... than slowly more n more ppl came... haha... than we oso played prank on my fren... lolz... its like so dam fun lor... later they pushed steph in the pool... than the next victim is my lao gong... rebecca... than chrystal... than last but not least jolene... melody was lucky... she nearly was push down too... haha... after tat went home... yupps... but some ppl stayed over nite... yup tats all for 05/08/05...

haizx.

2005-08-04T22:27:00.000-07:00

haizx...todae is not a very gd dae too... had maths test than later an english surprise test... so irritating... than tml still got science test... arh!!!... oh... tml oso got another english test... haizx... y she so bad...keep giving us test... coz our english mock exams are coming... mr lian oso giving us test... ms wendy too... izzit really coz of english, science n maths mock exams are very near... arh!!! think of it all can go crazy... lolz... than now cca oso driving me crazy n stress too... teacher keep testing us one by one in front of everybody... arh... so freak out lor todae... my heart beat so extremly fast... was like so scared... arh... if senior play worse than junior... than will be so embrass... haha... haiz...yar... oh... saw ah xen gor gor todae... he change so much... haha... yup... i think tats bout it... just a short post todae... yups... ta ta...

arh!!!

2005-08-03T20:10:00.000-07:00

haizx... dun noe y so bad luck or wad lor... for this week so far hav been not very gd... n my neck is startin to ache plus shoulders too... bag every dae so heavy... than still hav to carry instrument bag... oso hav books on hand... haizx...is like all the bad things r happening... haizx... todae got back progress card... haizx... dun noe wad to sae bout my results... than tml still got maths test... ms wendy is like killing us... tml still got cca... is like so dam tired of everytihing... really dun noe wad to do liao... everything tat i do is wrong... hope tml got no oral... haizx... think tats all for todae... dun noe wad to write liao...

bad

2005-08-02T16:25:00.000-07:00

todae was oso quite a bad start for a dae... had history stardard test... did like quite badly... did only last min studying.. forgotten to bring back the bk... haizx... than i didnt noe tat there was a mindmap test during history... the mindmap test was so much worse than the stardard test... nth could go to my mind... hazix... n our chinese teacher so bad... she dun let us leave our chinese bk in class... so dam shit lor... is like wad the hell is there to learn frm the bk... nth... lucky the rest of the dae was still quite ok... during dance we watch a video on a performance by ppl who dress like cats... yup... was quite nice... n as usual the music rm cooridoor will always be flooded... n carol was the nice one to help everyone... gd gal gal... lolz... pe was fun too.. played captains ball... sort of first time play until so dam fun... haha... n it was 5 vs 6... n my grp was the one tat has only 5 ppl... but who cares... the most important is tat everyone had fun... lolz... oh...n my bag is getting heavier every dae... back goin to break soon liao... lolz... yup... think tats all bout it... ta ta...

sian

2005-08-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

todae... a very bad dae... was already very tired when goin to sch... slept at 2am[so early]last night... than i like quite tired... went to sch n first lesson of the dae...we got scolded for not a really gd reason... for geo... a teacher suppose to come to our class to observe our class... but turn out to be sayin n scolding our class... so irritating... coz some gals came back late as they went to other class to take their books... a few ppl put their books at 2/6 n the teacher was sort of complaining... coz the students tat went in to the class nv ask for permission n greet the teacher... n thus we oso got a long scolding during maths lesson... is like dam sian lor... now our whole class hav to bring back all our books home... unless the subject teacher allows us the leave the books in class... but tat is like not really possible... for some subjects... so dam irritating... is like a long dae of some rediculas lessons... carol...lucky u nv put ure books at other ppl class... nv even bring back...smart arh... i still had to stay back for cca... as usual... mr boo always tok rubish... he keep testing ppl... wasting other ppls time... but todae cca was still counted as quite fun... the er-hu ppl was like playin with paper trick... than like everyone was playin... the souna, percussion,n a few of us frm the dizi grp was playin too... we was was like makin so much noise...n sam kee[pres] was like showing us the tape she's goin to use to tape us... haha... than at last mr boo start to combine... n soon... we can go home liao... i think tats all bout it for todae... oh just to touch up... 2/7 ppl... remember to take care while carring all those heavy books!!!all of u ROCKS!!!

first post

2005-07-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

yup... this is the first post tat i post... hmm... is like tryin to finish my hw... but cant really do... waiting for my mum to come back from bangkok... hehe than i hav lots of gifts... [hehe... im so greedy]... oh... todae went to shijie's house do the lam music project... was quite hard thou... our[caroline,shi jie n mine] brains was really workin hard... had too really think bout the rhymes... yup... just finished watchin inuyasha box 8... cant wait to watch box 9...n the rest too... if hav shaman king will be so gd too... but hav to queue up... n wait... haizx...but still cant wait... yup... i think tats all...goin to do my hw... blog again... nites

at last!

2005-07-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

hey people.caroline here.haha..just helping elite to make this bloggy.so bow before MUA! haha..okay just being lame la.shall pass this blog to elite now.cya ppl and have fun here.

take kaires
luv ya
cya 2ml
caroline~

P.S friendship lurve not lurve lurve type of lurve.lol..=)