03. i only want to be with you

until now than i now that i hav hurt u badly... now than i now how much it has hurt... im sorry... i oso noe how u hav felt last time... i understand u now... but it seems too late... proberly ive made the wrong choice right frm the start... ive always been wrong... i only think bout myself... not bout others... i seriously dun noe wad im doin already... i dun wan to noe too... i just wan to find myself again... but i seem so lost... tat i dun wan to find the exit anymore... or i dun wan to find the proper me... it seem lost in a dark hole... nv can be found... nv wanted to be found... it may be staying deep in my heart forever... but does it matter i dun think so... nth matters... not anymore... im still living life... just the wrong way... but i dun care... i dun wanna care... not anymore... it doesnt matter... nth matters... i dun wan care anymore... coz nth will change... so wad for... wad for waste the time n efford... just leave things as they r... untouched...

the only one i want.