03. i only want to be with you

wad is life about...??? living dae by dae... dun noe wad will happen next... no plan for ure life... proberly tats my life... or should i sae i dun even hav a life... i dun noe wad i wanna be... or i noe... i wan to be a ghost... wandering around... being dead... isnt i better... better for everyone too... better for me... ive think i hav been living in confusion... i dun noe wads right anymore...just wanna do wrong stuff... to be happy or wadever... i dun noe... proberly just to try out new stuff... im emotionally addicted... not physically addicted... without it i wont die... my i just so wan to do it to pleased myself... pleased my own heart... nth is wrong to me... nth anymore... it doesnt matter anymore... not anymore... maybe my heart hav turned into stone... but when i see u it melts... but when i dun... it turns to stone again... i dun noe wads the prob with us... i feel as if i dun understand u.. there is like a communication break down... or perhaps u dun even wan to hav it... im tired... i think... really tired... just wanna disappear... disappear frm this whole... i dun wan to exsits...

the only one i want.