harlo... im so sick n tired... haha... watched big mama's house... omg... dam funny lar... yup... than was in a gd mood... wanted to see u... thought could see u... but who noes... my heart broke... it broke n i dun noe whether this time it can heal... maybe i should just close one eye... or maybe i should make things clear... i was so near ure house so many times todae... but u sound as if u dun care... u dun even wan to make sure... or u dun even wan to meet me... u can tell me if u dun wan or wad... dun need to giv a lame reason... i feel even further frm u now... wads the point of saeing those words... if u dun show it... it doesnt mean anything... who care if i do stuff tat is wrong...??? coz no one cares... so wad if there is... but it is not u... u should be the one caring but u r not... i really wonder wad i hav been doin... being some freak person??? wth lar... i feel as if i hav no brain already... i dun wanna care bout anything anymore... so wad if i care... nth i goin to change... with me or without doesnt make a diff... so y not i dun be here... isnt it better... those ppl who hate me can dun need to see me... anyway no one cares... i so shouldnt be in this world... i dun ask for popularity... i just wan something simple... something tat is easy to giv... wtf... i dun noe wad i saeing already... shall stop here...
the only one i want.