harlo... i dun noe wad to sae... i should be happy... it is holidae... but i dun feel a bit happy... on mon hav tutorials... 8-10 is a maths... than 1130-1230 is geo... than 2-5 got cca... than on tues 1130-1230 got geo tutorial... after tat im free yay!!!... than on wed 1030-1230 go a maths... than 2-5 cca... havin 2 hours of a maths is crazy... with a mono tone voice teacher... but no choice.. i oso cannot choose my teacher... just my brain cant put in any more info... feel so stress... arh!!!... haizx... than stomach hav not been feeling well... dun noe is digestive system got prob or wad... but who cares... hav stomach cancer better... die out of it even better... coz i really dun noe wad to do already to help u all... wadever i told u is useless... haizx... i oso dun wan to sae already... whether u quit or not is up to u... no matter how many times i tell u... u still would not quit... so wad for sae again... no point... u dun quit but u increase... i dun noe wad u doin already... i oso dun noe wad im goin to do already... i just feel as if im a failure as ure fren... i cannot even make u do wad is right... i hav no right anyway... haizx... just wan to tok to someone tat can help me solve the problem... i dun wan to be cryin anymore... over this stuff... can u just please quit... i beg u... i dun wan to see u go the wrong path... i really dun wan to see u hurting ureself anymore... haizx... it will just break my heart... or maybe it is already broken... i just wan someone to be by me... when i need help... but y im i always alone... in rm with no one... nth at all... i just wan to noe wad is love... i just wan to be loved...
the only one i want.