harlo... im back after so so so long... i hav internet in my rm at last... n it is so fast... haha... playin maple now is so easy... not scared lag out... i dare to play pq now.. haha... but i keep dieing... lol.. yup.. sch has been really busy.. lots of hw to be done... lots of listening in class to hear too... haizx... cca driving me crazy too.. hav to start lessons soon... to prepare for dizi exam...


haizx... u hurt my heart deeper everytime... as the daes pass... it just gets deeper... im so afarid it would cut my heart in to two... seeing the two of u together... it hurts me... it really does... i dun noe wad wrong with me anymore... i just cant totally make up my mind...


should i take the straight path or the weavy path... i dun noe... i no longer noe... i just dun noe... i feel as if i dun noe my self... n no one does understand me... only one is always by my side...[u noe who u r rite]... she is the one tat really treats me like her fren... she cares truely... i thank er for being with me when i need a listening ear...
the only one i want.