harlo... back after quite a long time... didnt hav time the previous daes... was like so busy lar... than sometimes sleep very early... like 8+ 9+... its like dam early lar... but no choice... after sch feel so tired... than in class cannot sleep... sitting right in front... how to sleep lar... than during lesson sort of cannot sleep... i must listen... or else i cant catch up... n i hav no time to afford to waste time to learn the stuff again... so hav no choice but to listen n learn in class... n havin to sleep more... so tat i can hav energy to listen... haizx... i oo dun noe wad im doin already... giving myself like more rubbish to handle... anyway... mon is a half dae...!!! wooooo!!! dun noe y too... but who cares... i hav a dae off to go out... yay!!!... but lots of stuff r oso pilling up... yup... busy busy busy... just ine word busy... hav lots to catch up...


ive made thing so clear... y cant u just get it... dun make me sae again... i dun wan to sae it again... ure makin things worse like tat... y cant u just end things... everything has already change... it will nv change back... it will nv be the same as last time... just take it as if the old me doesnt exsits anymore... time cannot turn back... u will live even better without me... we both will.... i noe this is harsh... but im sorry... i hav to do things this way... or it will nv end... its really over between us... i wish to draw a line between us...... srry...


now bout [us]...i dun noe wads wrong with us too... just cant figure it out... will it forever stay a mystery... ??? i dun noe... maybe ive just change too much under all the circumstances... i oso dun noe wads to do already...


haizx... signing off... bye... take care...
the only one i want.