03. i only want to be with you

harlo... todae went out with chrystal... so tired... haha... half dead... walk until wan to die liao... continuose for a few daes too... walk n walk... arh!!!... than tml goin out with my gor gor... yay!!!... sort of wait quite long liao... tired than tired lor... hack care... n im so stupid... wan to cook maggie mee... than boil water... than go watch tv... totally forgotten tat i boilling water... than after a while i was wondering how come there is a funny smell... than i remembered tat i was boilling water... n it boiled till totally dry... than there was the funny burned smell... than after tat decided not to eat liao... coz the timing a bit weird liao... around 9 plus... than i choice not to eat liao... anyway i ate lunch at 2plus to 3... so dun eat dinner than dun eat lor... later i forget again... haha... even though my stomach feels weird now... cant be bothered... later go sleep than wont feel hungry liao... thanks chrystal for accomanying me... to get some chirstmas gifts... n we keep walking in rounds... sorry... coz i cant make up my mind wad to buy... im really so stupid... cant even like make up my mind... tats y im such a failure... in doin everything... cook simple thing oso cannot... remember such small things oso cannot remember... dun noe wads my brain for... i think just to make wrong decision... i just do everything wrongly... aiya... dun care...lol... ok lar... think maybe i goin to sleep liao... soon ... or else i feel hungry later... haha... take care everyone... bye...

the only one i want.